summer bummer

i am missing one of my favorite shirts.
i am just hoping i didn't leave it somewhere, like up north.
well i guess there isn't too much i can do about this now is there?
besides keep looking and hoping it will turn up.

short prose

so sarah is gone to tawas and i am wondering if i will see her soon after she gets back,
albeit i haven't seen her in two or three months which if you ask me is just a ridiculous amount of time to go without seeing your best friend since first grade.
thus i have been spending most of my time with erin going to value world and almost every time spending 15 dollars on scarves, shirts, knick-knacks and vintage one-piece outfits. the jumper/one-piece i got was only .90 cents, but i think the bottom where the shorts meet the top is too baggy.
i wonder if this can be fixed?
also i am disappointed that every time i make plans with t they almost always, nine times out of ten fall through.
i can't wait to drive. if i had my license i think i'd generally be a much happier person,
and go exploring to all of these places i have on this list.
august thirteenth will be a glorious day for me, as i will be waking up at 8 am to drive for ninety minutes with an instructor.
i feel like i am well on my way!

distractions

so today i noticed that i dip just about everything in hommus.

it's not that i don't want you to have your freedoms and feel at home,
it's that i have to respect my own family.
and you're making it more hard and stressful on me,
not on anyone else.
i wish you would see past yourself for a second.
and just take some of the weight off of me.
but no, how you think and feel is always more important.
alas, i am often left feeling pissed off and stressed out because i am torn between two people i love,
and there is nothing i can do about my situation.