evening rant

I don't know what it is about me lately that seems slightly irrational. I feel uneven, antsy like i need to just get up and go go go.
I need to change housing. I need to change this and that.
Maybe I feel like I need to change because the things that need to change around me, aren't.
consequently i just change things within myself.
which could be either a good thing or a bad thing.
Nevertheless I have been cleaning and going through my things and trying to let go of stuff I have held on to for so long.
I am tired of the clutter in my room and when I move again I want to have just the basics.
I am really going to start reading again.
Seriously buying a book every time I finish one, and just reading it every night.